Maderville

Disappointment
A few posts ago I wrote about my priest that just left our parish. In light of some new, very upsetting information, I was going to delete the whole darn post. After having reread it, I decided that the things I wrote were all true and deleting it would not change those facts. What has changed is the way I feel about the way I closed it. I am pretty hurt and angry over some of the new revelations regarding his departure and while I know it is not my place to judge I just can't help but be disappointed and even a little disgusted in him. I am allowed to say that right. This is my blog after all. I just want to grab him by the ears and say REALLY?!!! Was this all worth it?!!! But I can't.
What I can do is begin to heal with my parish family and move on. I need to find some of that GRACE that God has shown me so many times before and extend him some. Being human is hard in a Christian world but even if he doesn't seem worth it, I know HE is.