Maderville

Is anyone up?!

I have been up since 3:30 am. What is wrong with me?! I know that my days and nights of sleeping a solid 8 hours are coming to a close for a while and I can't sleep. Go figure. Bella, the schnorkie, decided that she wanted to stay up all night. Mike got up with her 3 times and she finally settled down. I think she knows that something big is about to happen. Call it intuition or whatever but she definately knows the gig is up. We are taking her to Aunt Tracey's tonight because we have to leave here at 5am for the hospital. She loves going to visit with Bogie and Lacey and always comes home worn out. She will be in for quite a surprise on Wednesday when we come home with Baby M.

We have narrowed down Baby M's name to four options. We figured we would know what this baby's name should be when we see him or her. I am sure I will check in again throughout the day. My head is swimming in a sea of thoughts. Missing my mother and my baby girl Sophie are ever present but I am trying really hard not to take any of the joy in these moments away from this miracle I am carrying. Baby M2 deserves all of the joy and excitement that his/her arrival will bring. I am so excited to share these moments with all of you.